"Life is a tapestry woven from countless enigmatic threads. Yet, I'm drowning in my own introspection, my heart pleading with Allah for solace. It yearns to be cleansed of its burdens, to rediscover the innocence of childhood, unencumbered by fear, doubt, and remorse. But how did I arrive at this juncture, and to what end? The answers elude me. Perhaps this is an inherent aspect of youth – a phase of exploration and self-discovery. But is the true essence of youth merely succumbing to our whims, or is there more to it? I’m haunted by the memories of every moment that has led me further astray from my true self."